i found late to get back home after friend gathering, so i had no choice to stay my old house which i was lived alone. The place is also created from my dreams and it was illegally to be as a home, so i need to be act quietly when living this house. When i backed to this house, I found most of the furnitures is damaged because no one takes care of them. Suddenly I heard someone talking at common area (out of my house) specking in English and keep talking. I noted i need to be quiet and hide somewhere, however, I found one door was opened so a group of guy get in my place without permission. I went to speak to a guy they are not allowed to access, but the guy tried to please me and said the group just walked around, no intention to do anything. I felt frustrated but at the same time i scared they found the place became a living place which is not allowed.
Your dream presents a rich tapestry of symbols and emotions, hinting at underlying feelings and situations in your waking life. Here’s a detailed interpretation of its components:
Late Return After Gathering: The late return after a social gathering may suggest feelings of being out of sync with your social life or a concern that you're falling behind in your commitments or connections with others. This may reflect anxieties about being accepted or belonging within your social circles.
Old House: The old house represents a part of yourself or your past. It signifies nostalgia, memories, or perhaps unresolved issues from that period of your life. Living alone in a place that is both familiar yet neglected can symbolize feelings of isolation, abandonment, or perhaps the need to confront your past.
Illegitimate Home: The fact that this place was created from your dreams and is considered “illegal” might indicate feelings of guilt or shame about something in your life that you feel isn’t socially accepted or validated. It might reflect a desire for comfort and security that you feel you cannot openly claim in your current life.
Damaged Furniture: The damaged furniture showcases neglect, possibly indicating aspects of your life or psyche that need care and attention. This could relate to emotional or psychological aspects that you have overlooked or consequences from choices that have left certain parts of yourself in disrepair.
Hearing Voices: The voices coming from the common area symbolize external pressures or influences in your life. They could represent opinions, expectations, or judgments from others that you find intrusive or overwhelming.
Need to Hide: Wanting to hide and be quiet suggests feelings of vulnerability and fear of exposure. This may reflect a situation where you feel the need to conceal your true self or aspects of your life to avoid judgment or consequences.
Uninvited Guests: The arrival of a group of people into your living space without permission could represent invading thoughts or external opinions that you feel invade your personal space. It may symbolize chaos in your life caused by outside forces that threaten your sense of peace and security.
The Guy’s Reassurances: The interaction with the male figure who attempts to reassure you can represent your own internal conflict – the struggle between wanting to maintain control and feeling pressured by societal norms. It shows a conflict of trust, where you feel someone’s assurances may not align with your instincts.
Fear of Discovery: Finally, feeling frustrated and scared that others might discover your situation represents deeper fears about being judged or not meeting societal standards. It could signify anxiety about showing your true self or worrying that others will see you as less than you want to be.
Overall, this dream seems to revolve around themes of isolation, the need for validation, and a struggle between your past and present selves. It suggests a time for introspection, where addressing and caring for neglected aspects of your life may lead to greater peace and acceptance. It encourages you to navigate through your fears and anxieties while seeking a balance between your internal world and external interactions.